February 10, 2012

So it's 2012 and nothing really has happened since I last updated lol. I graduated from Westernaires. I had Count for my last ride at Westernaires for Crimson and Liberty. I haven't ridden him since. I miss him so much but I might ride him on tuesday which I'm excited for. I graduated off of Rebel at annual. He's such a great horse. I did get to ride Count for warmups at annual which made my life! I love him.

I recently rode Rebel at one of the adult rides. We rode bareback and jumped. Rebel was great! He refused to jump the fulls but jumped the halfs as if it were a full. Silly horse. It was nice being on him again and getting to ride. I miss it a lot.

Stock show was a lot of fun this year! I went to 4 rodeos! I went with Kendra, Melissa, and my mom. And I got to see Count riding with Red Team. He did great! I'm so proud of him! He's come so far! But yeah I always have a lot of fun at stock show! I can't wait till next year.

I don't go to CSU anymore. I couldn't handle it so I'm back home. I'm thinking of going to Bel-Rea in march to become a vet tech. We'll see.

<3Damara

October 1-2, 2011

So I had the best weekend ever!

First, I rode Rebel and Crimson and got to be outside of propeller! He was so perfect! Then, I went with Corinne to meet the horse she's leasing, Cody. He was so cute! Very stubborn but adorable! After, me and Corinne went to my cousin's house which was a lot of fun!

On sunday, I went to Estes park with my cousins which was awesome! We saw elk, deer, and a coyote. And the leaves on the trees were changing for fall which looked really cool! I got some pictures :]

Today just sucks. I left my backpack at home with my bio notes and id that I need for eating at the cafeterias. Hopefully my mom can bring it up today or my dad can bring it tomorrow if he comes. This is gonna be a very stressful week I can tell...

You

I think I may be in love with you. You will probably never know though. I can't let you know. You need to know. Why must it be so complicated? This game of love? Life would be simpler without it, yet not as beautiful. How do I get over you when in reality I don't want to? I just wish I knew how you feel so I could get over you if you didn't love me or I wouldn't give up if you did. But maybe if you didn't love me back, I wouldn't be able to get over you. This is where I wish you would just show up one day and say you love me and that you always have and you don't want me to go alone anymore. I hate what you do to me and yet I love it at the same time. I hope you read this and know it's about you so that maybe you would understand the rollercoaster I go through on a daily basis. I can't stop thinking about you. You fill my every thoughts even when I don't even notice. You make me feel like a person who has lost their sanity and now I'm checking into the insane asylum. I love you...

Count- My beast!

Sept 14, 2011

So I tried to find a horse to lease in Fort Collins and there are none. Lame. My parents said I could lease a horse only if it's for under $100 a month... I wish I was rich so I could just buy my own horse. Life would be better. Oh well. Hopefully one day I'll save up enough money to buy a horse. For now I gues I'll just keep daydreaming about owning one. And luckily I still have my Count Count. The most amazing horse in the world. He is my baby and I love him :]

Tomorrow I have to go out to the Equine Center for class. We get to look at different types of saddles and bits so it should be pretty interesting! I also have to study for my Intro to Equine Science and bio class. Bleh. I hate bio. I just hope it's an easy test...

Andddd, 1 day 'till I get to go home and see my family, friends, and Count! I'm excited! I really wanna ride Count right now haha. I miss him even though I rode him a week ago lol :D

Update

Heyyyy

I haven't been on here in forever! So anywayy, I started college 3 weeks ago. I go to Colorado State University. It's been a difficult change. I'm constantly homesick even though I go home on the weekends. I wish I could go back to high school. I miss it a lot. My classes here are rediculously huge! There are like 200 to 300 people in most of my classes. I hate it. I really don't want to go here anymore but it's a little too late. I'm thinking of just going this year and then quitting. Who knows what'll happen though...

I graduate from Westernaires in 2 months. I'm not excited at all. I want to stay in it forever. I'm gonna miss Crimson, liberty, and my Count Count so much! I really want to graduate off of Count but it doesn't look like it'll happen... I'm not ready to leave. I just wish I could go back to freshmen year when I was still in high school and had a long time left in Westernaires. I'm not sure how I'm gonna deal with graduating. Westernaires is the main thing I look forward to every weekend, it's whats helping me survive college.

But yeah, that's basically how I've been feeling... I'm just so done with everything. Everyone at my school is so outgoing and then there's me. I'm the socially awkward introvert. It sucks immensly. I just wanna be done and go home. I miss my family, friends, and old life.

So there's my lame depressing update on life. Hopefully things get better soon.

Until next time,
Damara

Saturday

Saturday was freaking amazing! Count did great for Carousel! He likes that drill. haha And then I had Hunter for Liberty. I was SO scared to ride him because last time I rode him in Liberty, I fell off of him and got a concussion. I finally got over my fear of him and he was amazing! I even did the full jumps on him! It was fun! After that I took Utah Girl home and Count was still tied up so I unsaddled him and took him home too. Someone left Java tied to the rail so I picked his hooves and my mom took him home while I took Count. The pasture was really really muddy and whenI was trying to take Count's halter off, we both got stuck in the mud so he kinda jumped up to get unstuck and almost knocked me on the ground! haha I love that horse. Amazing saturday overall! Anddd 8 more weeks of school! Next year is SENIOR YEAR!!!! Thats whats up! ;]