Update

Heyyyy

I haven't been on here in forever! So anywayy, I started college 3 weeks ago. I go to Colorado State University. It's been a difficult change. I'm constantly homesick even though I go home on the weekends. I wish I could go back to high school. I miss it a lot. My classes here are rediculously huge! There are like 200 to 300 people in most of my classes. I hate it. I really don't want to go here anymore but it's a little too late. I'm thinking of just going this year and then quitting. Who knows what'll happen though...

I graduate from Westernaires in 2 months. I'm not excited at all. I want to stay in it forever. I'm gonna miss Crimson, liberty, and my Count Count so much! I really want to graduate off of Count but it doesn't look like it'll happen... I'm not ready to leave. I just wish I could go back to freshmen year when I was still in high school and had a long time left in Westernaires. I'm not sure how I'm gonna deal with graduating. Westernaires is the main thing I look forward to every weekend, it's whats helping me survive college.

But yeah, that's basically how I've been feeling... I'm just so done with everything. Everyone at my school is so outgoing and then there's me. I'm the socially awkward introvert. It sucks immensly. I just wanna be done and go home. I miss my family, friends, and old life.

So there's my lame depressing update on life. Hopefully things get better soon.

Until next time,
Damara