You

I think I may be in love with you. You will probably never know though. I can't let you know. You need to know. Why must it be so complicated? This game of love? Life would be simpler without it, yet not as beautiful. How do I get over you when in reality I don't want to? I just wish I knew how you feel so I could get over you if you didn't love me or I wouldn't give up if you did. But maybe if you didn't love me back, I wouldn't be able to get over you. This is where I wish you would just show up one day and say you love me and that you always have and you don't want me to go alone anymore. I hate what you do to me and yet I love it at the same time. I hope you read this and know it's about you so that maybe you would understand the rollercoaster I go through on a daily basis. I can't stop thinking about you. You fill my every thoughts even when I don't even notice. You make me feel like a person who has lost their sanity and now I'm checking into the insane asylum. I love you...